My Road To Nowhere

新年快乐~!!

我的心唱首歌给你听
歌词是如此的甜蜜
可是我害羞我没有勇气
对你说一句我爱你

为什么你还是不言不语
难道(是)你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明
我会对你说我愿意
千言万语里
只有一句话能
表白我的心
千言万语里
只有一句话就
能够让我们相偎相依

我爱你你是我的茱丽叶
茱丽叶
我愿意变成你的粱山伯
幸福的每一天
浪漫的每一夜
把爱
永远
不放开
i love you
我爱你你是我的罗密欧
罗密欧
我愿意变成你的祝英台
幸福的每一天
浪漫的每一夜
美丽的爱情祝福着未来

为什么你还是不言不语
不言不语
难道是你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明
我会对你说我愿意

Lonely Valentine

Few days ago i was so high, went crazy... Now, i feel like a man without soul... Well, this isn't the first time it happen... Perhaps i am easily influence, or rather take criticism to heart... It ain't difficult for me to change.. For a moment i can be happily playin' around, jokin'.. for another moment i am very depress.. Sometimes even when listenin to music, certain songs can make me really down..

Autistic i ain't, but i do drift off.. That's when i start smilin' to myself or mmm.. talkin'... This is kind of.. weird to people but i don't find it strange.. When i saw Sony Commercial on TV, the guy who goes around "listen sound to every detail", "feel every sound", it's kind of really what different people is.. I don't really know if ya understand.. I do really like to meet these peeps.. You thought you are the only one, but there are out peeps out there "just like me"~!! Lol...

I do really really want to concentrate on studies... It just seem that i've worried my life away... When i start to think of somethings, i can't do anything else.. Doin' Homework, do things i like, neither work nor play... i just stare into space and figure out.. i can't figure out anything anyway.. i always try to balance things.. i dunno i just see both sides of everything.. I'm really pissed with myself sometimes.. Even when i want to confront someone, i do really think hard if i'll do it on a hard appoach or soft.. or just forget about it..

About Valentine, i don't even want to talk about it now Lol... After wasting to much time thinkin' and "balancing", i guess it ain't worth is to go sooo crazy for hmm.. someone who ain't the right person to for... i hope i'll not go back on my words, like i always do.. Cos when i come to a decision, I'll stick with it cos i've enough of analyzing.. But as it goes i'll have different views of it again...

First Love, it is, hard to forget... You'll realize she ain't really the one, the dream girl, but the "no love lost" feelings will just keep haunting you... I'd ask myself sometimes, what'd she do to make me soooooo mad, still mesmerising... I don't know... I'll love to have a moment with her, telling her just what i think of her, how i still keep thinkin' of her everyday... How i felt thru these years that you just dunno... Maybe that'll make my love for you dies, but i can't face you.. I'm not a bad communicater but when it comes to this, i'll get tongue tied, my mind will be blank...

It's sad man.. I lust too easily.. I don't really talk to opposite sex cos i get confused with crush and love.. So i'll say keepin' yourself from it will eventually prevent it.. This is a quote from the movie"Win a Date with Tal Hamilton, "Love you get over in two months, big love you get over in two years, great love changes your life... " I certainly hope this love isn't great love.. haha..

The Love Test

What Are You Like in Love?

Edward, when you're head over heels, you are an Essential Companion

You respect and value the people in your life, but you also make your romantic relationships a top priority. You are not typically the type to try to impress others with fancy romantic gestures. Nor are you someone who obsesses over your appearance. If that special someone is willing to take you as you are, you will happily do the same for them. And if they're not, chances are you should keep on following your heart to a new love for your life — one that might be right around the corner.

Love does change you. Whether it simply enhances who you already are, or makes you a completely different person, finding someone whose love personality compliments your own makes for the longest, happiest relationships.

Why are you still single?

Edward, you're single because you don't want to settle

You, more than others, have a fairy tale fantasy of how things should be. Ever since you were a kid, you've probably dreamed of the perfect wedding, coming home to a white picket fence, dog, and 2.2 kids (how does that work, anyway?). When someone asks what you're looking for, you don't skip a beat: You're likely to have a handy checklist that details your perfect partner. Hair and eye color, height, religion, education, career, interests, the list goes on.

While it's great to have standards — Hey, you shouldn't have to settle, after all — there's one slight glitch in your master plan: No one has made the grade in real life — at least not yet. Next time you're out with someone, keep yourself from mentally checking that list, and give love — and others — a chance. That special someone who you've written off may be perfect for you after all...

Jennifer Paige - Always You

I see a mystery ship out on the water
I wonder where it’s sailing to
Is someone waiting in some other harbor
These fantasies they blow my way
Like sirens to a fool
And in the stillness of my soul
I keep returning to

Always you
You know I live on the wind where love runs free
I come back to you
Always you
And when I fall to earth you’re always there for me
I come back, I come back, I come back to you

Looking at myself ’til the mirror shatters
I hear a madman sing his tune (he says)
It’s only love that ever really matters
I wake up in this dream tonight
That’s when I see the truth
Of all the faces in my heart
There’s only one I choose

Something in my soul never changes baby
You’re the one that’s keeping me sane
There is no other that I have ever conceived
Could be my lover and never leave when I run free
Could be my lover, could be my lover